You should hold it, Especially when you are hardest hit.

It is been a good amount of time, with out an Update on this blog. This is partly due to lack of internet and the phase of life where you brood about missed chances. These days I retrospect every decision I have taken - and feel incredibly guilty about my choices - both decision and indecisions. May be this is the worst situation I will ever be , I think I should stick to my guns.

I am supposedly stay in hyderabad and concentrate on civil services exam preperation that is going to be held next year. Contrary to expectations, I am trying to blew some life in to my otherwise supposed to be sedate life. Few things are happening to me now a days.

First thing is watching lot of new movies - normally I would not go to movie theators, more so if friends are not there. But things are changing quite rapidly, I have watched about 4 movies - Bujjigadu , Kathanayakudu , Baladur and Salute - all myself.

Only thing, I am good at these days is in reading news paper. I am thorough with Hindu and ET from the past one month. And writing Geography exams at Srinivas sir, but most of them with very little preperation.

One more promise I am trying to fulfill these days is - attending friend's marriage. How ever I get pinched by the fact that I have very few resources at my disposal. After I become financially independent once, I am thinking a lot of times to ask money even from my father. I dont know - may be I want to assert my independence. :) .

Ok. Enough. As always, all of my blogs are full of myself. May be I got to become little more mature to take every thing under my stride. Let us hope , I will become a man sooner.